Christmas?

Christmas~ Its never been happening in my life...I feel extremely lonely when Christmas is near...cause no one is dating/inviting/asking me to hang out...well..there are but they're all msn buddies that im not close with and i never met them before.
The Christmas songs that i play while i turn on my pc makes it even worst which i dont know why...
well im not a Christian but i too, can sense the spirit of it. Everyone is having parties, going on a trip, hanging out somewhere nice
Someone asked me to join them in a club but...club and Christmas doesn't mix together...well its a NO NO for me...other than that im happy with it...sigh* Now i started wonder where are the friends that i usually hang out with during Christmas? Enjoying themselves and of course...probably forgoten about there's someone called EDDIE LEW..but those are not worth to called as FRIENDS....i'll die faster hanging out with them anyway.
ps: Emo lord wont be revived without them.
yeap! im talking bout those that i used to hang out with..secondary school dudes...that bunch of morrons~

All i want for Christmas is YOU!!!!!!
but too bad you're not with me...sigh*